It should be a good thing that I always have someone in my life as a model. I dream about the university she went to, the experience she had and now the career path that she has under the feet.

In comparison, I am killing my day to day and spending large amount of time with some meaningless people in my life. 

When I want to fly high, you are the one to make me cry
When I want to get closer, you push me away
When I am confused as now, I cannot see you on my side
so when I make my mind, please stand by and watch me try

I want to tell you that I love you, so much that I would sacrifice everything to make you happy. But I cannot, since I probably cannot watch you old and be a good girl as I always want to be.

特此公告：这片文章莫是给熊熊小朋友的，请心思过分敏感和胆小的熊一边坐着跟其他熊朋友玩去。=D